Adieu – chapter: My Dying Days

Adieu

The gentle hands, the loving eyes, the beautiful parts,
All these things are meant to soften your heart,
I had smiled, I felt joy and I felt safe,
To be led towards something strange is quite unsafe.

This feeling – this cold crushing disease,
From it, I would like a quick release,
Life is a terrifying thing, if you please,
Let me fall deeper, when will this ease?

Love yourself ’cause no-one else is going to,
With every new scar this black cancer grew,
Across my trembling sky a blind crow flew,
To all of this nonsense I will bid adieu.

Far too many times I held my tongue,
Yet, I wasn’t the one who was wrong,
Between two worlds – in the third I belong,
I ache for the moment when I will be gone.

Just feel the way how I felt,
The world was deaf – no matter how loud I yelled,
Every promise I made – all of them I held,
All of my scars – suffering will weld.

Pain is an unavoidable side effect of love,
Lobotomize my heart; I crave for this sick art,
Suffer in silence, tomorrow brings a new start,
Your own twisted reality will tear you apart.

With great love comes great pain,
Still, I would do it all over again.

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~ by szistike on 2011/12/31.